well todays test was relatively simple.. only my the last part of the last question i bullshit about half of it.. or at least i was trying to make sense of what i wrote with the bull shit.. test tomorrow at 11.. IHT.. should be easy.. only 3 topics and theres really nothing much to study.. so anyways i realise why i do what i do like over eat and other stuff... everytime i start having this feeling and then i get really lonely...friends are always there and my family.. but its much more than that... all the company in the world wouldnt satisfy me.. no offence but its like at a particular point in time that not the company u want to be with so u arent interested.. that how ive been feeling recently.. really lonely.. i dont seem to actually want to talk to people like on MSN... i guess its this feeling that actually makes me do certain things like have this sudden urge to eat.. drowning my sorrows in a sense i think... but well someday it'll change