hey everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

today has been a nothing day.. haha.. pretty much stayed at home.. ate left over food.. lots of it.. one of my dads friend visited.. i find it annoying how non of my relatives ever visit.. not even for christmas.. like so what if my dads the youngest.. i wish they would... but year after year nothing happens... so basically ive been practicing my guitar.. watching the sparrow come by.. haha.. it actually walked up to my dads feet today... yup.. oh ya did marketing.. sort of organised everything.. havent really edited the content or written some parts out yet.. will do that later or tomorrow... things are goona get real busy.. the project for F&B just came out today.. and it seems ive founda project just as annoying as marketing.. ugghh... thank god most of my projects are sorta done... feel like going to school tomorrow to do some work and print stuff.. printers out of ink...

sometimes i wonder... someone once said she wasnt ready and all that... then one fine day shes with someone.. does the same thing of giving more attention to other people and even ignores the person... but some how he starts showing his frustration some where and she sorta realises.. and everythings back to normal with that guy.. well sort of.. thats what it seems like.. like wtf... and then i think why didnt i then get a chance... after all the thing said and all... this is terribly confusing...

i guess what im hoping for this year is something that will work out... cause i really am quite sick of a one sided thing