been really tired the past few days.. went for make up lecture yesterday for POM.. exactly like OB quite a waste of time.. then joel,warren,bernard and me followed lina to print things.. warren left after a bit... then joel left us at the bus stop.. so the rest of us headed down to TM.. walked around or a while then we all got on the train.. i dropped at kallang.. went to see the match there.. after a while got really bored and sleep so i went home.. watched V for vendetta.. quite a nice show.. then this morning on the way to church on the bus i saw beverly at one of the traffic lights.. haha but she didnt see me.. so went to church with my bro.. didnt see her there... saw her at the usual spot waiting for her parents to pick her up after church.. dont know if she saw me.. but i was looking in her direction for quite some time... then my bro and me had subway and ive just finished watching scary movie 4 and final desination 3...

i really miss you... i dont know whats happening.. i dont know how it got to this... i wish we could work things out really soon... i hate the feeling im having.. i think its because you need some time to yourself thats why.. so i'll just have to wait.. i still love you