im back again.. haha.. just felt like blogging... i dont know if i can last any longer... not to mention about a month till the exams finish.. i'll try.. but the past week itself was miserable.. its going to be difficult to continue waiting like this... but i will... i just really need something to take my mind off things...its just one big emotional roller coaster.. one minute im on top of the world the next im not at all... just that one moment can make me so happy.. im willing to go through anything to get back to that moment... kinda frustrating actually that everytime just when things are getting better, circumstances keep us from talking...if only things were a lot simpler and smooth sailing.. guess this i reality... i really want things to work out.. i hope they do someday... till then i'll be waiting... hope i dont go crazy by then

oh ya and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! 1/2 a century old already and another year blurrer
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!! your an adult now.. so start acting like one.. haha