today hasnt been a day with good news at all.. woke up and well yvonne has a really high fever so tonights dinner thing is rescheduled... hope she gets well soon.. well then later went back to school and the o level cert and yearbook still isnt ready.. and then i found out that im not the sportsman of the year.. peter raj is.. really disappointed.. something which ive aimed for since ive stepped into the school and i have been representing nationals since sec 1.. and all of a sudden people who just represented in their final year gets it.. no offence to peter raj.. but i bet he never ever aimed to get it.. and they said it was a close fight.. well so was the case with my brother.. it seems they have something against the meyer brothers... whether my brother didnt attend trainings and had an "attitude" or not.. well then whats the story behine me then.. been for so many trainings.. help out the team even after i left... i think its all prejudice among the PE teachers cause well their mainly in charge of soccer and track & field.. so who else would the vote for.. im in neither.. hes in both... looks like helping out the school and stuff even after graduating was a complete waste.. helping them with the cricket photos as well.. this all makes no sense to me... and no i wont go down to visit on speech day especially if i have to watch someone else get that award... will try my best till then to see if the results can be changed.. bloody hell so many tournaments i played in and i dont get it... and why am i really not surprise by all this... so much for wanting a sportsman who can also study well... all a whole load of crap i would say... well enough of that i also heard some info on some people from a friend and it really disheartens me.. not sure how true are his words.. anyways the only good thing that came out of today was lunch with mel sarah s. and alph.. the hotdogs were nice... looks like i'd be boycotting the school from now on.. and to think i really did like the place...